1:33am
Well dude..... I dont know... I wont be talking to you right now for sure...HAHAHAAHAHAA
1:33amDric
marami pa naman dyan. magkakakilala siguro tayo, pero di magkaibigan. yun lang diperensya
hehe
Sabi nga di ba sa... man is inherently good..it is his/her environment that makes him/her bad....
1:34amDric
kung naging bastos na lang ako? walang modo?
1:34am
BUT I believe that amidst every bad person still lies a GRAIN OF GOODNESS...kahit papaano
1:34amDric
para di na ako timbangin or dahil sa wala na akong kwenta e di na ako pag-aaksayahan ng oras titimbangin
1:34am
hay.... if you were like that dude... would you think you would be happy?
1:35amDric
yung mga ganun masaya naman sila sa kanilang mga pananaw at mundo, kahit na maraming may ayaw
sa kanila
hehe
1:36am
OO NGA naman.....hehehee......
1:37amDric
tsaka hinahabol sila, dude!
bakit yung mga maaayos hindi?
anong meron?
di ko maintindihan?
1:37am
well for me... I think these people a wrong notion of happiness because they are borderline case of INSANITY
1:37amDric
kasi yung mga maaayos hindi adventurous?
hehe
yung mga salbahe lang ba ang adventurous?
hehe
siguro ganun nga
1:38am
WELL I used to tell that to myself when I was in highschool and in college... Ang tinanong ko nalang... ANONG KLASE ba ng tao ang naattract sa mga WALANG hiya???heheheee........
But minsan nga yun mga walang hiya pa ang nakakatagpo ng mabait...IRONIC
1:39amDric
so kung straight arrow ka, or at least you try to be, la kang kwenta.
hindi ka magba-bar, iinom, de-dirty dance, de-dirty kiss, makikipagsex, ganun
kahit pareho lang naman kayong kumakain ng macdo. diperensya lang mas maayos kang tao.
pero hindi, iniiwan ka para sa mga mas walang modo
1:40am
KORECTO
1:40amDric
okay lang walang modo basta good and loyal friend?
ano ba ang friend?
1:40am
most people would find you boring...
1:41amDric
mga kaibigan ko puro maayos e (uhurm), kaya di ko alam kung paano pakisamahan ang walang modo
1:42am
Friend is someone who can be there with you thru good times and bad times... those whom you can tell anything to... kahit matagal kayo di nagkita walang nagbabago..... ang inyong samahan may tiwala at concern sa isat isa.... For me...its a relationship short of SEX... and intimacy...HAHAHAAAA....
Easy lang dude... DONT ACT AS YOURSELF... do everything OPPOSITE
1:44am
meeoowww... DUDE are you still there?
1:44amDric
yep
so hanggang 3 ka online?
1:45am
yup yup... and minsan lang tayo magchat kaya
miss na nga kita eh.... tagal na natin di nag usap.. di tayo nakapag kwentuhan nun party mo eh
1:45amDric
onga
1:45am
paano baka antukin ka sa meeting mo?
alam mo ba minsan tinatanong ko sa sarili ko kung bakit pa ako nag abogado... pinahirapan ko lang sarili ko... nagpuyat ako.... nag tapon ng pera... nagpaka baboy kakakain ng Chocolates para di makatulog.... nagpabaya sa social life... and FOR WHAT???? to be called a lawyer... its reallly a big price to pay....
at ngayon, I decided not to join any law office because I am a woman and they are somewhat biased to women... in the workplace, sa court and out of court din... Damn its so unfair!!!
1:48amDric
punta ka sa court of appeals or supreme court
gusto ka dun
1:49am
ahahahaa... yah... actually I was waiting for J. J*** to be promoted....
1:49amDric
kay b******* ka
1:49am
well some HOCUS POCUS from some people I think deterred it from happening...
1:50amDric
brb
1:50am
I know personally *** and her husband... Kasabay nila na interview si ****.. I even watched it... but I have no plans yet of going back to work...
sobrang dami kong inaasikaso for the moment... after the wedding thats when I am going to decide if I will go back to private practice pa with a law office or I would pursue my plans of taking the new york bar......
LIFE IS UNFAIR... kailangan ko pa mag-ibang bansa just to gain recognition and be appreciated... A WOMANS LIFE IS SOMEWHAT UNFAIR...
TATABA NA NAMAN AKO!!!!!HAHAAHAA
Nagpapapayat ako ngayon
1:52amDric
what do i need to do to prove myself, i wonder
1:53am
Well di ko alam dude.. for me you are okay
ako kaya??? baka may alam ka.... aside from magpapayat ako...hehehee
teka... I remembered... WHAT IS FRIENDSHIP in a man's point of view???
1:55amDric
naku mahina ako sa definitions. language is supposed to be a woman's strength
1:56am
DUH...come on.....hehehe... you are good in words as well as in expressing yourself
1:59am
=-)
1:59amDric
decency. courteous frankness. unflinching but constructive criticism. principled disdain for wrong, unreasonableness, injustice, or inhumanity. also proper or at least calculated buffoonery and tomfoolery. and finally, fierce, lasting loyalty, the kind that would take a bullet for the other.
ako lang yan. dunno about other men.
2:00am
Wow man.... thats a great way to describe a friend....
LUCKY am I if you consider me one...hehehee
2:01amDric
ayan, im back
2:02am
san ka galing?
2:02amDric
was disconnected
2:03am
ohic...
sai ko I am lucky if you consider me as your friend...hehehe...
2:04amDric
oo nabasa ko. sasabihin ko sana ang arte mo. hehe
2:04am
I value also my friends.. But I categorize them... You are in one of the highest levels in my world.....
HAHAHAAA..... Well marami nagsasabi na maarte daw ako... I dont believe so.. kikay lang...hahaaha
2:04amDric
you're either a friend or not. others are merely acquaintances
sa akin naman yun
profound natin a
2:05am
HEHEHEE... sure
Some kasi claim they are friends... so instead of saying to them... SORRY WALA KA SA LISTAHAN KO... I just say, yes we are friends... but you have not reached that level.... YOu know what I mean....
Sa akin lang din yun
2:06amDric
ayos
2:13am
hehehee.. IM BACK... still there?
2:14amDric
yep
2:15am
so is this dilemna of yours career, family or self related?
2:15amDric
general.
2:16amDric
ano oras flight?
2:17am
OIC......Share ko lang sa iyo.. .sa iyo lang...hehehe.... Well I have not totally been honest with my partner... I have not told him some things about me.... not that bad really... but some of my past... I think naman it does not concern him but I dont want him to know na kasi he might think about it and it might trigger fights in the future.....
Flight is 6pm to Aus. So we have to leave the house by *
They are all snoring badly..... hehehee
2:18amDric
ako, i ask about everything. sya umaayaw. bat ko rw gustong malaman.
im a philosopher. loving requires knowing
im using love in the logical, psychological, philosophical, rational sense.
2:20amDric
that is in congruence with my theory that love is a decision, never an emotion.
2:20am
well.... ako kasi... I want to shelter the one I love from sadness... from fear of losing me and from some negativity
2:20amDric
emotions are accidental to circumstances, to moods.
2:21am
Hehehee.... Some women might choose not to say certain things din like most men do also....
2:21amDric
i tell her everything if she asks. nagagalit. e bat ka nagtanong? ka ko
it's only fair.
2:22am
yeah... but some men are not open minded.... if you say something... they will take it against you... most of the men I dated are like that...
so you suggest I tell him....
hehehe.. I dont think I can do it....
2:22amDric
depende sa lalaki siguro
ako kasi i will brood about it and then accept it.
2:23am
There are things I rather not know to.... I mean, those things that does not affect our relationship and our love... Those that would try to confuse us, wag na... and medyo conservative fiance ko eh... He is not as open minded as you are, I THINK
2:24amDric
but if i know there is something pero ayaw sabihin/tinatago, i become a gadfly. i keep asking. kung ayaw pa rin sabihin, i think of the worst case scenario
2:24am
Well its the risk some women like me would not like to take... But it does not include katulad nun narinig ko sa radio... the guy called the station and said he had a terrible revelation from his wife.. that the child he has been raising for 9 years was not his and that he only married the girl for the baby..... MINE IS NOTHING LIKE THAT...
HEHEHEHEEE
2:24amDric
not to put down my partner, but so i can readily deal with it when it its revealed. e naisip ko na nga worst case e. e di easy na lang.
2:24am
Well..... That can be a possibility..
Well, lucky her...hehehee...
2:25amDric
kaya lang, the brooding part? it's often dark and angry and depressing
hehe
but you have to give me that leeway. it's part of my acceptance process. more specifically, acceptance of who you are, everything about you.
2:27am
yeah... I know... I have admitted something... I really didnt want to say to a man I dated before, he was outraged but he hugged me after... But still I could not picture his face and his temper..it was... SCARY..
You have a point there dude....
2:27amDric
eh. scary talaga sya. di naman ako ganun.
2:28am
I wish I could have the courage to do that.... But so far, for now..... I dont have it in my heart.... someday siguro when I have accpeted my mistakes narin... Sometimes I still regret some things I did... but when I look back... I know I had a colorful life and I must not be in regret in making those stupid decisions that once made me happy, that made me learn and made me cry....
2:29amDric
usually i distance myself, either physically or emotionally. to protect my partner din, while i brood.
2:29am
Its not just about ******* ha... I had many...hahahaa
2:29amDric
sino ulit si *******?
2:29am
Yun nga nakakatakot... I cant take it when men dont say anything at all.... NAKAKABINGI na katahimikan...
HAHAHAAA..... the MALIIT na guy who *********************** when we had lunch...
He was like psycho after I told him its NEVER GOING TO BE US... Grrhrhrhr
Some men cant take no for an answer....
2:30amDric
ay oo
2:30am
AS IN.
2:31amDric
ibang klase yun
2:31am
I have no more hang-ups with EX-BFS....except for this one guy..... I wish I would not see him anytime before december....
2:31amDric
ang basa ko, hindi niya alam hinihingi nya
sinoooo?
2:31am
hahaahaaaa????
2:32amDric
itext mo na lang kasi ipa-publish ko to
hehe
2:32am
WHO??? Well this ***** guy from *******..... he is married. but I opted to break up with him.... I was really damn in love
GGGRRRHHH.... YOU ARE SO BAD....Wag ka sa akin maging bad ha...
HEHEHEEEE
=-)
2:33amDric
napaka-specific mo naman
sabi nang ipa-publish ko ito e
2:33am
Is someone listening?
2:33amDric
hindi
2:33am
WAGGGGGGGGGGG
2:33amDric
ie-edit ko na lang
you'll see
2:33am
PLEASE NOHHHHHH
2:33amDric
you'll be safe
2:33am
WAGGGGGGGG
HAHAHAHAAA...
2:34amDric
i promise\
harhar!
2:34am
dont publish the part of me NOT CONFESSING OKAY...
HAHAHAAA... YOU are going to give me a heart attack
2:34amDric
ie-edit ko name mo
2:34am
I should be OFF in 10minutes so lubusin na natin ito...
2:34amDric
ah friends ba kami dito sa site or elsewhere?
2:34am
PLEASE DO EDIT MY NAME....
2:34amDric
di naman e
2:34am
I dont think so... He is not one of your friends for sure...
2:35amDric
onga
may page ba sya dito o sa iba?
2:35am
WELL SOMEONE OR BY strange stroke of luck.... The information might get to him or to someone close...hahahahaa....
Wala hata eh...
Basta edit my name nalang and please dont reveal my identity..HAHAHAAA
I trust you
2:35amDric
o naman pala
labas na rin ako
2:36am
Well it was the time, I really felt I met the MAN for me, at the wrong place and at the wrong time....
2:36amDric
ipublish ko muna ito
2:36am
Sige dude... kelan ka ulit on line???? Chat tayo ulit....
Rememeber ha... Keep me safe...MMMWAAAAAHHH
2:36amDric
ewan, basta online ako every now and then
okay
see yah
2:37am
sIGE.... I have to dress up na...
MMWAAAAHHH... nice chatting with you dude... I will log off na in 3 minutes.. CIAO
Ingat ka and sleep well... ako mga 6am pa makakatulog....mwaah
2:38amDric
ciao